In memory of my dear friend Nikolas Gigourtakis ..

The thing that i know is that you lived your life exactly as you wanted not less not more. It has been very hard for all of us to accept your absence, for each person you have touched our lifes differently. Everyone has a story something funny & cool to say about you. You live through each and everyone of us now, and my beloved Angel its hard, i act as if you are on a trip or something and then i constantly see you everywhere, i hear your voice, i feel you playing around and making fun with the electricity to let me know you are next to me, i cry as i write this now and i feel torned, but i have to do what you would want me to do, to smile and keep walking. And i try day by day. This is one of the hardest situations God has put us through and its not fair. I talked to you daily and i know you hear me. I feel your presence but i just cant touch you, its your soul that is here and not your body.There are no goodbyes for us. Wherever you are, you will always be in my heart.The days will always be brighter because you existed. The nights will always be darker because you are gone. And no matter what anybody says about grief and about time healing all wounds, the truth is : there are certain sorrows that never faid away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken. A thousand words won't bring you back i know because i've tried, neither will a million tears, i know because i've cried.